akostenberger "I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation" (Phil 4:12): μεμύημαι (used for initiation into mystery religions)!
akostenberger "I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. ... I consider them garbage." - Phil 3:8 NIV
akostenberger God's faithfulness, not our faithlessness, has last word: "If we are faithless, he remains faithful—for he cannot deny himself" (2 Tim 2:13)